suicidal adalah kobodohan. full stop.

ramai juga yang share video remaja amerika yang bunuh diri kerana terlalu tertekan menjadi mangsa buli rakan sebaya. begitu luas liputan. begitu banyak tribute videos untuk anak perempuan itu.

yes. sad.

i get it.

but honest to god--

i dont think many of you see the whole picture.

ok. minta maaf awal2 sbb the next rant will be agak graphic dan keras. hence i will use more english than malay. sbb kak fynn selalu rasa lebih mudah bercakap ttg sensitive issues in english without sounding like a prejudice prick.

so here goes.

true.

dia terlalu stress.

dia rasa begitu sepi.

dia rasa loser.

dia rasa dia mangsa.

BUT.

killing herself SHOULD NOT justify what she did.

macam ni--

everything we do--

kita kena TAHU yang semua perkara dalam dunia ada consequences.

ada bahana.

ada kesan.

exposing yourself--

your WHOLE flesh like you are a piece of meat to random strangers--

expecting nothing but praises;

itu kebodohan.

this goes to every girls out there.

adik2 kakak sekalian.

DO NOT be stupid by showing every part of your body to stranger.

kalau buat depan kak fynn pun--

memang aku print screen--

tunjuk kawan2 buat stok menganjing.

you cant blame others for being jerks--

when you YOURSELF gave them CHANCE to be jerks.

dan adik2 perempuanku--

kalau dah TAHU lelaki awak suka sudah ada perempuan--

BLAH.

offering sex to them DOES NOT make you his girl by default. silap besar. boys would say EVERY FRIGGIN LIES in the textbook to get into your panties. EVERY -- FAHHKING -- POSSIBLE -- THINGS.

natijahnya-- this girl was beat up in front of many students by the actual girlfriend. and you question WHY?

memanglah kasihan. BUT. you had sex with someone's boyfriend. and that boy DOESNT EVEN want to back you up. bermakna kau cuma booty call.

apakah itu salah jantan tadi seratus persen?

you should blame yourself, kid.

cause you sold yourself cheap.

i can rant about this all night long. but i just wont.

i am sick with this fake sympathetic tale about how she is a bully victim and shit.

SHE IS NOT.

mangsa buli adalah APABILA seseorang itu ditekan atas sesuatu faktor yang no one can change but god.

macam cacat fizikal.

atau mak bapak pengaut sampah.

seumpama.

kalau memang dipilih jalan hidup binasa,

jangan merengek kenapa diri sentiasa diburu pemangsa.

dengar pesan kak fynn.

jangan buka baju bertelanjang demi lelaki fantasi yang cuma ada di belakang skrin percuma2.

pelacur pun tau bubuh harga.

enough of this amanda todd videos.

stop spreading wrong ideas.

she killed herself.

not because of the bullying.

but because she does not want to ADMIT she fuct up.

yes, she said she knew what she did was wrong and all.

but JUST SAYING sorry doesnt MEAN you are sorry.

admitting your mistakes is an act of taking responsiblity.

and being reaponsible is when you man up and say "i WILL make a better me".

which she failed again and again.

moserably.

she may be young--

but so are millions of girls out there.

so are our sisters.

so are our friends.

so are we.

SO.

WE are the heroes.

NOT her.

she is not a hero.

nor is she a victim.

she made wrong choices.

over and over again.

and CHOSE to run away from it.

remember.

just because a story ends in tragic--

doesnt mean it is epic.

mistakes are made everyday.

FIX IT.

dont run away from it.

haih.....!!

maka adik2 perempuanku--

the way i see it--

you have TWO choices.

one--

do NOT make stupid things you WILL eventually regret.

or two--

if mistakes are done-- MAN UP and admit: i fuct up. and rebuild yourself.

ingat.

menjadi mangsa adalah APABILA kita xberdaya.

memberi sebab untuk menjadi mangsa--

adalah kebodohan.